my life is just one fuck up to another
from an abusive childhood to a social outcast
please Allah almighty please forgive me for my sins
this is where my loveless life had lead me & I cant take anymore of it
seeing the razor in front of me I can barely hold my self from cutting
surrounded by happy muslims with their loved ones just amplifies my empty life with no knowledge no truth just my bitter tongue to create conflict
the only reason i have this blog is to get some form of attention
only thing keeping me from killing myself was my love for him
unfortunately last week I confessed my love for him….
Not only did he reject me but he felt the need to beat me up
2 broken ribs & a swollen face ………am I that much of an abomination
I shouldn’t have been born I should just disappear from the face of the earth
Please Allah forgive me for the sin I am yet to commit
laa ilaaha illAllah Muhammadur rasool Allah
XD
happy april fools
enjoy the gay atheist muslim wannabe suicide note
happy april fools
enjoy the gay atheist muslim wannabe suicide note
You are giving up hope too easily.
ReplyDeleteAs for love, you can't expect the first or even the second person you propose to to accept love.
How you can narrow down to persons who might potentially accept your love is see some kind of signs or vibes first before you propose your love. Don't propose to a person just because you are in love unless there is very good reason to do it.
Now you have pissed Yahweh, Krishna and Moses by playing your silly Aprils fool prayer to just the Muslim God
ReplyDeleteDear FreeThink
ReplyDeleteYou must forgive yourself as you forgive others.
Love yourself by respecting yourself. You represent a uniquness that cause you to exist in this world. You are here to believe. You are here to deserve love as you give to others (even though you may not get it readily). Value yourself. Stand up. Be aware. Live in the present. Be assertive. May Allah Bless You
it would be funny if it were not true. unfortunately there are lots of gay maldivians who pray like this and are suicidal because they believe in a God who is petty enough to worry about what they do their bedrooms. i truly wish that fact would have been an April's fool. oh well.. i guess i should lighten up.
ReplyDeleteooh thank u my good sir
ReplyDeleteu have made me very happy ^_^